Do you know what it feels like to be ignored?
It's a for sure oxymoron but i'm surrounded by people but i'm so alone.
I have gone form 6 best friends to 4 now. I don't trust anyone and i'm making online friends. Whats really shocking is i like them more than the people at my school.
My online friends and i are in mutualistic relationships and their there for me and i'm there for them. Holidays are coming up, feeling the pressure to look good. i'm letting it get to me again and i'm slowing sinking to were i was before.
Do you know how annoying and frustrating it is to lose a friend you were once so close to? When you message them and they don't reply or open your messages? Or how about when you see them at school and your mind goes blank but then you realize there just another person?
Okay rant over. Just feeling so dark and alone right now. Thanks for reading.